bizarro_andy

alison

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 23:00:34 GMT

quit being a sneak.

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 19:24:34 GMT

walk backwards

pray to rewind

ive decided

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 18:35:48 GMT

ive decided im going to try to meet new people.

its way to early in college to have my friend circle set to a certain amount

i need to meet more people who get my sense of humor

ITS TIME TO ACTUALLY TRY. im about 7 months late.

PRELIM TONIGHT HOPE I DONT FAIL

Mon, 27 Mar 2006 06:43:44 GMT

hmmmmmmmm

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 06:56:31 GMT

i havent felt this hopeless in a long time

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 07:17:07 GMT

id like to be in love again

i may not be able to do this

hm

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 23:06:25 GMT

i think theres something wrong with me.

well, a couple things.
i can't figure out a lot of stuff.

well see how this pans out.

you know

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 04:04:35 GMT

since my last actual relationship i think ive become incapable of feeling extreme emotion for a girl for more than like a day.

ignore my previous entry

im not that interested anymore

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 02:54:21 GMT

i met a girl

fdsak

Mon, 13 Feb 2006 18:17:55 GMT

me and kienan ate some mushrooms on saturday night. i had the most intense visuals and it was probably one of the awesomest experiences ive ever had.

it was amazing.

ive started rock climbing (at least) twice a week and im going to the gym with greg today. well see how this works out. i really need to get in shape or something. its getting sorta pathetic.

i dont smoke pot anymore, really. its pretty not that fun.

im having issues with my major again but hopefully itll work out.

im excited for visitors in a few weeks.

i appreciate my friends. a lot. i hope you can work things out for yourself while im away for the semester. i really do.

i called chris on saturday at 5am. we talked for about an hour. it was nice. i hope he visits this summer. we have a lot of catching up to do.

im much more motivated to do my school work. hopefully this keeps up. its rewarding.

well i have math to read.

later.

hmm

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 08:12:06 GMT

im sort of drunk and lying in bed. its nice. my head is spinning in circles and im doing a lot of thinking.

im worried about kienan. i sense hes not doing so well, and i need to have a male heart to heart with him and let him know i know. and that shit. hes having a real rough time with some things and thats about the only thing that i think has made me especially sad in a while.

so i will in a few days or something.

i went to TEP tonight. it was a pretty lame party but i still managed to have fun.

end transmission

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 17:51:25 GMT

i am so dirty

the last few days have been sweet as hell. colin visited and we hung out at leighanns for almost 3 days.

crazy

back to school on wednesday

also crazy

woo

nevermind

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 08:01:19 GMT

quantum mechanics is sweet

today has been THE WORST DAY IN THE WORLD

well no

but it makes me remember that only bad things happen in morgantown

or at least the only time bad things happen

is when you live in morgantown

i need to go home. the irony. OH THE IRONY.

ive been smoking too much hookah.

it doesnt matter. i need to exercise.

i have an 8am class next semester FJDAOIJ. itll be interesting

but at 8am.

hm

i hate deer.

itll be fun when peopel visit me next semester in the environment where i am at my awesomest.

baby, id love to walk you home
even when we both have rocks in our shoes.
cause you see, im too scared to ever leave you alone.
darling, weve got rocks in our socks and nothing to lose.

why is it

Sat, 07 Jan 2006 21:12:45 GMT

that when i think about quantum mechanics

i always feel a lot better

i dont even like quantum.

we'd skip our morning classes...

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 08:04:22 GMT

"if the professor calls about that job just tell him sorry.

I had to go see about a girl."

there are so many things rushing through my head.
and i can't comprehend any of them

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 00:41:18 GMT

well im home for winter

its fine i guess

im bored.

welll

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 03:50:58 GMT

i fucked up my math final so i already kinda failed out of my major hahaha.

ive decided to stop worrying about it for this semester. my class choices dont depend on my major until next year. well see what im meant to do. but if i do well enough for the next year or so then i can petition to be accepted into applied physics. well see.

i'm just pissed i was 1 point away from a C in math. what faggy professors.

i need to study for chemistry and lasers because at this rate no good will come from either of these tests.

i cant wait for break.

to everyone who said i was going to become a pothead eventually:

you told me so.

later

woo

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 07:41:06 GMT

i cut my mullet off today. it was a sad moment but it was getting uncomfortable. maybe ill revert back to the indie mullet again. TIME WILL TELL.

i just have to study hard for 2 weeks and then i get to go home for 5 or 6. it'll be nice and relaxing. well i dunno how nice itll be. but it'll be relaxing. hopefully i'll have fun.

i think im gonna start a band with cooper. i'm on the lookout for a bassist and drummer.

uhm

oh yeah i lost a poker game today so i have to do a bunch of crazy shit tomorrow including dressing like a superhero to go to the dining halls. im pretty excited. making an ass out of myself will be fun. also im stoked to hit on girls in a superhero costume.

i dunno what else there is.

today i decided im ridiculously happy im an engineer. i wasnt sure when i came but this is what i wanna do. yayyy.

stuff stuff stuff.

i want to see kate and thomas and get rio with kenny and hfdjakf do a bunch of stuff i used to do. im a little nostalgic but im gonna get sick of morgantown in about a week.

but i get to drive. and listen to music and yeah i miss that feeling.

i got my own townhouse for next year with 4 of my friends. and 5 more are living next door to me. its gonna be SWEEET.

downstairs theres a huge living room with a huge tv and a kitchen. upstairs there are huge 5 bedrooms and a bathroom and yeah

im excited for next year.

transmission end.

peace.

yeah

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 23:07:25 GMT

im so tired and bored right now. but happy. really really really indescribably (probably not even a word) happy. well except when i think about my math grade. i need to do well on the final or else im fucked. i neeeeeeed a b.

i have to pee.

also i dunno how many people read this but if you wanna hang out over xmas break then dont be a wiener and tell me so i can make a priority list. CAUSE IM SO FUCKING IMPORTANT. but as of right now i have 3 people i really wanna see. kate kenny and thomas. but yeah. you get it.

i finished my pulse amplifier for my laser. the signal is a little dirty but itll probably work. it's not being grounded correctly somewhere or something. i checked all the soldering connections and they're pretty good.

oh well. im gonna go eat dinner in a little bit. then do chem homework, lab, and prelab and then rip a bowl with kienan. haha. ill get around to it this weekend if not tonight.

signing off.

peace.

holy shit

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 03:42:40 GMT

i have so much work.

tonight: 3 chapter of chem to read, photonics lab report, essay.

i have two prelims to study for next week

chem

and calculus

everything is so hard

fuck you molecular orbital theory for kicking my ass

holy shit

its almost midnight

TO THE BATGORGE!

NANANANANNANANANANAN STRESSED OUT ENGINEERING MAAAANNN!

splat.

hmm

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 21:41:27 GMT

ive started thinking about some really bizarre things lately. its weird. well not bizarre per se but things i havent for a while.

but im having fun. im also slacking on my work a lot, which is gonna change this weekend. well, depending on whether or not a get crunk tonight. i have to get used to prioritizing because living in a dorm means theres people to socialize with 24/7. im not used to this.

but

but

i got nothin.

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 06:40:59 GMT

rahhh i have a cold

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 22:05:19 GMT

so yeah college is sweet. my dorm is awesome and my roommate is pretty cool. i get to sit on my bed and listen to records and stuff and it ruuules. ive been here for two nights. ive been drunk for two nights.

there was a comedian from premium blend ive seen before on campus. i went to his show and enjoyed it.

i think i'm gonna be an engineering physics major. and it also just so happens to be the hardest major at cornell. but at least i still get to do what i want to do

man

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 06:44:41 GMT

college rules

fuck morgantown

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 06:43:01 GMT

i leave for college in t-minus 5 hours and 40 minutes. it's weird.

i'm going to miss kate a whole bunch. i cant decide if how i feel about her is how i ACTUALLY feel about her. mostly because its the only option.

but im gonna miss you a lot. maybe the most even.

t-minus 5 hours 39 minutes.

i can't really believe this is happening. it still hasnt hit me yet.

i'll probably cry tonight.

summer's over.